Wednesday, July 14, 2010

From the beginning............

They say your story begins at home which would explain why my life has been such a train wreck.Normal on the outside, but exceptionally dysfunctional from the very beginning.If it is true that the first 6 years of your life are indeed our formative years, it is with no surprise that I would end up spending my entire life trying to find love, happiness and the family I never had.

It has taken me 45 years to finally allow myself to feel the pain of living my entire life feeling unloved and unlovable.
Here is where I hope to post my innermost thoughts, memories and feelings and hopefully in time learn to accept and move on..a happier, LOVED and complete person.